THE ALTER EGO

i am not really sure why i am writing right now. well mainly because i don't want to do my homework, or anything else... i guess i am writing because i am having money problems and i am not really sure how to work it out. i feel like no matter what i do i cannot save money up for the life of me. this is probably because i enjoy herb too much. it's a waste of money and time, but dan does it so often, and i do enjoy it when i take part. i just wish i didn't throw all my money away- to that and the bills. i really want to cancel cable because it is too expensive with out the roommate-from-hell to help out with the bills. at least she is paying rent.

my problem is that i have agreed to go to vegas with erin, and paul, and daniel. except that daniel and i have no money. literally no money. i mean i have some in savings. i've been trying to save up for a canon digital camera, because i feel like i have hardly any pictures of my college years, and it bums me out. i want to be able to take good picutres of daniel and i, and our adventures. i also want to go on the vegas adventure. it is less than 2 months away, and i'm nervous that i am not going to have enough money saved up. also, daniel is really low on the funds, and who knows how he is going to pay for any of this. hopefully when he gets his big fat check from even services he'll put some of it away so that he doesn't spend it. maybe that's what i should do. just take money out of my savings and keep it set aside for vegas. i just hate dealing with money. I've been cursed with my mother's ability to spend what i don't have.