Friday, December 02, 2005
Friends or not
I just im'ed erin, well not just. A little while ago. I asked her how deadweek was for her (last week of classes in the term) and how her finals schedule is, and we talked about next term a little. And then I asked what she was up to tonight. She said a kegger. And then said she had to go watch tv and clean. Like that was more important than talking to me, more interesting. I feel completely hurt, and maybe I am making a bigger deal out of this than it is, but it just seems like she is always in a rush to not talk to me. we haven't hung out in a while, and I wish we would. Maybe Dan can call Paul or Erin and see if they'd like to do something. I'm not sure if we did something wrong, if I said something... And I really wish I knew. I want to do something tonight. I will be studying most of the night at work, and sometimes you just need a break. I don't really want to go home and sit around, although I should go home and sleep so I can study tomorrow. Actually I am going to study some more, and try not to pity myself and waist precious brain space on this subject. I really hope things are fine, but I can worry about it when I am off the clock, and done studying. Maybe we'll do something with Dov tonight...