THE ALTER EGO

i want to kill megan. i want to push her down the stairs and then jump on her lifeless body. she makes me so angry and unhappy. first she ruins my valentine's day and then makes a mess of the porch and leaves it that way for 3 days until i finally leave a note for her to pick the shit up. and she throws back in my face that we are not leaving notes anymore. i knocked on her bedroom door and there was no answer so i called and left her a message. i just want to kill her. or for her to threaten to move out again and then i'll tell her she has until february 28th the get her shit in order and out of the apartment.

i thought megan was serious about school. i thought she was a quiet person. i thought totally and completely wrong. she is loud and obnoxious when she's drunk which is 4 nights of the week. she is selfish and she is completely not school oriented, at least this year. plus she's a slut. it seems like she is sleeping with half of beta, or maybe half of eugene. i am not really sure and don't care. i just want the selfish little hoebag out of the apartment. so i can relax and not have any more stress. it would be better if i could live with someone, but i am ready to live by myself again. no more worrying about pushing ehr stuff to the back of the fridge or having my tampons and hair products used but not replaced, no more of her friends eating my food with out asking. oh it would be great. i am ready!