THE ALTER EGO

For the past two years I have been working Thursday and Friday nights at the hotel. While I don't really care about Thursdays because I have class at 8am the next morning, working Fridays really sucks. The past two years have been crippling in my social life.

As an example tonight Dan and his roommates are having a BBQ at their place. They had 20 confirmed guests out of who knows how many. I would have loved to go because I don't get the chance to see many people. All the people hang out on Fridays. Has the Saturday night gone out of style? Where was I when that happened?

I know all for this sounds selfish- hang out on Saturdays because that's when it is convenient for Angela... But seriously? It seems like almost all the parties or concerts, or anything happens on Friday nights. I just want one something to be on Saturday. Dan's argument is people go out of town on Saturday. I say not every freaking soul leaves for the weekend. If they can plan it on a night that I can't be there, then they can do the same to Joe-Shmoe right?

I just want to be able to see my friends too. I guess I should stop bitching and plan my own kick ass party. Especially since the roommate is gone. I don't know. I just feel left out and like no one cares if I can make it or not. It's not very nice feeling expendable.